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| Interview from Zara (Spanish TH/CB Forum) |
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Many thanks to Zara for doing this interview and allowing me to post it here. I was allowed to translate it into German and to correct the English one a little. Maybe some questions are cleared up now (esp. those about his parting with CB).  We want to know how are you feeling now? All know that you were sick with anorexia and we're very worried about your health. My health is quite ok ....thank you....It was not right to hang all this mess up to a sickness calles anorexia...It is true that i suffered very long active in anorexia...it began when i was 15 ..and i was in a hospital cause of that. But this was long ago...I live with light weight for a long time.I was totally burned out with cinema bizarre...in the end.That is why i looked sad and sick...but i had not much less weight than i ever had. How did you feel when you were sick with anorexia? I imagine that the sickness itself was very bad then and even more to have to leave the music cause of it. What is what gave you the strength to go on, to face your disease and to overcome it? I already explained some things in the first answer...Anorexia was not the reason for parting with CB.But everything did not suit at all any longer to me...And i was right. Now after some time i can see it clearly. We've seen that you returned to the music world and we're so happy about it! We heard your songs with Nick Paige and think that your voice is brilliant. How does it feel to be returned? Your fans love you, how long must we wait to hear your new solo album? Yes, i am very happy to be in some ways back into music ..You all know it is my life...i can not tell any details right now but i can give you the promise that some projects are upcomming right now and that it is only the beginning of it all... How do you feel when you're on stage? What does music mean to you? Would you turn from music for your big love? I am excited how it will feel being on stage and being it on my own ..i never had this possibility up to now...so i am really looking forward to it....I can't ever leave music, because there is too much music inside my heart. Some time ago i saw one of your blog entries where you said that some magazines published some lies about your leave of Cinema Bizarre and that you would take judicial actions against them and you'd tell your fans the truth soon. But we didn't see it in your blog. The magazines published that you'd have left the group because you wanted to sing and not to play keyboards (you hate to play it and only did for Cinema Bizarre), you haven't talked with them (it implies that you weren't friends and it was a bad experience to be with them), that you sold your videoclips's wear to forget these recollections with them... We want to know what happened actually, how these legal actions have developed against these magazines and their result. We want to know how you felt when you read it and what the fans would think about it. Well, one by one....the article i meant told different things than those you mention here....And don't worry i will talk about it but i want to do it in a good way... I had to come clear at first by my self with all this nonsense..it was very personal sometimes in the way of attacting. It's true that i also parted because i was unhappy with what happened with me within the band time...And yes, i want to sing! There is so much more i can do ...much more than i was allowed to show....Yes, i hate the keyboard...In fact, i want never stand behind one again .... Of course we talked to each other when we were together ...! We even had some very funny times...And i really missed some of the guys after the parting .but no one said he would be missing me..and this was fatal...I only said that NOW we don't have any contact.And i recognized that several times, like at viva live, it was told we would have contact.this is simply a fucking lie.nothing more! It was no bad time being with them.....no, not at all.but obviously it was not enough.not for them.And in the end not for me. Thank you so much for all, you always will be in our hearts and you'll have our support forever ^^ |